Am I that Bad?

I just realized how much i have changed. I have a tendency to overreact and I've been expressing myself through my actions. Sometimes maybe too much. I also like to kid around every now and then. But lately i have been overdoing it. My jokes eventually hurt my friends' feelings. I feel so bad and guilty. Even though I was just kidding around, I was being insensitive. I didn't know u guys would take it as an offense. I am so sorry. I know that u guys probably have forgotten all about this already, but this feeling of guilt is still there and it is eating me alive-.- So just hear me out, okay?

I am sorry Garis, for all the times I teased and made fun of you. I am also sorry Iqi because my jokes aren't as funny as it is to you than it is to me. I am sorry Alvi if I have been such an annoying chairmate. I am sorry PPG if I have been so irritating. I am also so so so, sincerely, sorry for everybody else whom I may have hurt but didn't notice it myself.

I have been introspecting myself and I just realized that I need to change. I know that some people might find this post to be "lebay" or that I should just "nyelow", but hey, i'm the type of person who can't stand hurting people's feelings regardless how little it offends them. And anyway, it's such a HUGE RELIEF to be able to post this :D :D :D