"Make a Wish"
Soooo it's been such a long time since my last post. Nothing new really. I'm lying. Lots of things have happened. There was my holiday trip to Europe, my birthday, mon copain, new class, Ramadhan, friend trouble, death of family, lots of stuff. There are actually too many things to write. Let me put it briefly; it has been an emotional roller-coaster ride. There are times when I feel completely ecstatic as if life couldn't get any better and other times I feel like I want to lock myself up all alone in my room. So I go up, then down...and up and down and up and down. Then a loop and when the ride finally ended, I feel like I wanna puke.
I've been thinking a lot lately. Deep thoughts, about the past, present, and future. All the 'what if', 'I should've', 'I could've', and 'if only'. When I'm with a friend or anybody else, my mind is occupied so these thoughts disappear. But then when I'm alone, those thoughts come back to me. It gets exhausting :(
